For so long, all I ever knew was the work life. That was the most important thing. Circumstances have changed, and my outlook on my career and work life have also. It wasn't just "I became a mom"'; it couldn't be that because it felt a little more complicated. It was a little saddening, so … Continue reading New Outlook
Reflection
Too Much
Post baby, I had a plan. I had to get out of my PPD / PPA rut and focus a bit on myself. I took on a number of things to help connect to my hobbies or old parts of me. The next thing you know, my mind was always running: baby, Poshmark, baby, work, … Continue reading Too Much
Postpartum Win!
It's been a while since I reported on my PPD / PPA experience. It may seem that I'm completely recovered. That's almost accurate. I have indeed gained a lot of confidence as a mother, and a lot of things no longer bother me like they used to. I've definitely come a long way. Yesterday, I … Continue reading Postpartum Win!
Kindness Challenge Week 5: Choosing Kindness
This week's challenge asked that we choose kindness in situations where we might otherwise have a different reaction. For me, I have a difficulty in being "kind" in stressful situations or when my feelings or decisions are being challenged. I was in situations this week where I made some really bad mistakes. The natural … Continue reading Kindness Challenge Week 5: Choosing Kindness
Just Friends
Random entry time! Two stories and then a question. Friend A: We met in college, and we had a lot of similar interests and goals. We had the same odd humor and were able to confide in one other very easily. I was there for them for each of their relationships. They were there for … Continue reading Just Friends
Kindness Challenge Week 2: Self-Compassion
The second week of the Kindness Challenge focuses on self-compassion. Again, this is another area where I am challenged. It is so easy for to feel compassion towards others, and attempt to get them to see the better side of things. However, I do not show myself the same consideration. I love giving gifts to … Continue reading Kindness Challenge Week 2: Self-Compassion
Fleeting Memories
What do you remember about your mother? It had been quite some time since she passed, so at that moment, I wasn't sure how to answer. Years later, I find that the memories of who she was, and what she did when we were children, are slowly fading away. I sit and sometimes wonder, what … Continue reading Fleeting Memories
Not Like Us
He was what everyone deemed as an outsider. Maybe it's because of the way he looked or dressed, or how he acted. He was socially awkward, and no matter what he tried to do, he could never fit in. I didn't like him as a person. I couldn't stand how he would somehow sneak his … Continue reading Not Like Us
Postpartum: When Does it Get Better?
Another post for Maternal Mental Health Week! Today is #SayitSaturday! I thought it was fitting to also use the Daily Prompt, "Better", and tie it all in. Anytime you find yourself in a tough spot, you always wonder, "When will it get better? When will this all be over?" This is so true when you're … Continue reading Postpartum: When Does it Get Better?
Relinquishing Control
"I'd like to speak to you about some changes; There were some things that started to take place while you were out, which resulted in some changes that will continue after you return from leave." I was confused and a bit anxious. I was in the office for a short time to pick up some … Continue reading Relinquishing Control
This Mommy is Real 